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[Rodero]

I have been in AA for over 5 years but suddenly am feeling like I don't really belong. I don't want to drink but what is going on before I do want to drink?

[angussdundee]

I think its a great sign that your concerend enough to be concerened about the risk of relapse, and thats why you've asked the question- "what is going on before I do want to drink"?
My suggestion to you is - stick to a regular meeting schedule, even if its just once a week but stick to it.
Reach out and help someone from time to time, gratitude is the antidote for selfcentredness.

And my number one tip is - TALK TO YOUR SPONSOR............ or at least another AA member who knows the score.

Anguss.

[Rodero]

Thank you Anguss. I guess I am a little embarrased as people in my group look up to me. I am just as sick as ayone else. I don't want to have the Pour Me another ones