emily28
06-06-2008, 12:47 PM
IN THE BIG BOOK IT SAYS THAT "RETROGRESSION SPELLS DEATH" FOR US.
NEVER MIND WHAT ANSWER YOU GIVE WHEN ASKED "WHAT STEP ARE YOU ON?"
WHAT PATTERNS OF BEHAVIOR HAVE YOU CHANGED? AND WHICH ONES ARE YOU REGRESSING IN?
PERSONALLY,FOR THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF, I HAVE BEEN LIKE A TOBOGGAN RACER IN THE SWISS ALPS, GOING DOWNHILL AT A RAPID RATE. I WENT FROM A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP OF 4 YRS TO ACTING OUT LIKE A BAR WENCH WHEN IT ENDED. MY PATTERN OF ALIENATING PEOPLE WITH THE TRUTH HAS CULMINATED IN THREATS BEING MADE TOWARDS ME BY SCARY PEOPLE (AND TRUST ME THEY MEAN THEM) AND TO THINK HOW MIGHTILY I COMPLAINED ABOUT LOSING MY GROWTH IN THE AREA OF CUSSING (MY GOD! THAT ALONE TOOK ME TWO YEARS TO ACCOMPLISH, AND IT SEEMS RATHER SILLY IN LIGHT OF HOW I'VE PARTICIPATED IN THIS DISASTER) WELL I'LL CLOSE WITH THIS.
"NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING HAPPENS IN GOD"S WORLD BY MISTAKE"
EM.
NEVER MIND WHAT ANSWER YOU GIVE WHEN ASKED "WHAT STEP ARE YOU ON?"
WHAT PATTERNS OF BEHAVIOR HAVE YOU CHANGED? AND WHICH ONES ARE YOU REGRESSING IN?
PERSONALLY,FOR THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF, I HAVE BEEN LIKE A TOBOGGAN RACER IN THE SWISS ALPS, GOING DOWNHILL AT A RAPID RATE. I WENT FROM A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP OF 4 YRS TO ACTING OUT LIKE A BAR WENCH WHEN IT ENDED. MY PATTERN OF ALIENATING PEOPLE WITH THE TRUTH HAS CULMINATED IN THREATS BEING MADE TOWARDS ME BY SCARY PEOPLE (AND TRUST ME THEY MEAN THEM) AND TO THINK HOW MIGHTILY I COMPLAINED ABOUT LOSING MY GROWTH IN THE AREA OF CUSSING (MY GOD! THAT ALONE TOOK ME TWO YEARS TO ACCOMPLISH, AND IT SEEMS RATHER SILLY IN LIGHT OF HOW I'VE PARTICIPATED IN THIS DISASTER) WELL I'LL CLOSE WITH THIS.
"NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING HAPPENS IN GOD"S WORLD BY MISTAKE"
EM.