smiley26
08-06-2011, 02:39 AM
I grew up in a small town in Washington state. I am what an old timer calls "I've drank longer than you've been alive!" Sooo annoying, but I feel for them because I have realized that it is envy that they didmt get it sooner like myself. I am 26 years old and got sober June 22 2009. I may only have a lil over two years of sobriety, however I have learned especially this last year time really doesn't matter, its the quality,.spiritually, and keeping youself humble. I had my first drinks with my grandma at the age of 4 when she would letter me dronk off her exotic berry wine coolers. By the age of 6-13 I was sneaking full bottles as well as drinking off moms rum n cokes n dads natural ice beer. I did have my first real drunk until I was 15. Me and a girl I had a crush on whose now a good friend finished off a half gallon of vodka. She ended up puking as I took care of her wasted myself, but was able to hold myself together and still have a good time. I loved that feeling of being fearless n on top of the world. As time went on my drinking progressed to having to have it to have fun. I didn't see at that time that it always turned out bad...especially when I would not remember getting into fights or whatever it may had been. I was of course very promiscuious n got a few lovely stds. After realizing a lot orrr allll of my "friends " stopped inviting me to parties,n get togethers. I always ruined them. Before I knew it I was 21 n able to go into bars....ohhh I got the booze from ages 16-20 from my grandmother. I didn't see the problem but I would go to bars bymyself,.sit alone, until I got good n buzzed then became a major flirt to get free drinks from old lonely guys. This continued for a year and also had the paramedics called in Washington because I fell backwards off a,bar stool n would nt wake was,one of many rumors. I figured it was time for a new life n to get my **** together so I moved to Boise Idah0... lol....yess a geographical move, however this is where the solution comes in, but I will cont. A difff. Night because I am falling asleep. To be continued :195: