Rosewalls
12-11-2006, 08:11 PM
Hello everyone. I have been on this site before but not for quite a couple of months. For one thing my computer went a bit mad and crashed which resulted in my not being able to excess my wed sites, etc.
When I was on this site before I was using the name COLOURBUBBLES but since my computer crashed I cant log in using that name or email address.
I am now sober 22 months (or a least I have taken a drink in that time). My whole life has really turned around. I can honestly say that there isn't one thing in my life that has not changed in that time. I still have my family to-day but my relationships with each of them has improved so much its hard to believe.
Things on the whole for me are OK and going well. With the help of the programme and other members I have made some big changes in life. But still have a lot of work to do and I suppose its good that I can see I have still got work to do or I think I'd be in big trouble.
I think one of the main reason I came back to still site is, in the past I always found it so friendly!! And just at the moment I feel a bit lonely or not part off. I'm in service in my group but so much has happened lately and I feel as if I have lost friends. I had to make a decision to move away from someone I was sharing with (as did others) but I feel as if I don't know were to turn. I know I have a great dependence on other people. I just don't know what I should be doing. I know I need one to one sharing but at the minute I don't feel I am. I'm talking to people but seem to be going on the oppsite to what I was always told "men for men & women for women"
When I was on this site before I was using the name COLOURBUBBLES but since my computer crashed I cant log in using that name or email address.
I am now sober 22 months (or a least I have taken a drink in that time). My whole life has really turned around. I can honestly say that there isn't one thing in my life that has not changed in that time. I still have my family to-day but my relationships with each of them has improved so much its hard to believe.
Things on the whole for me are OK and going well. With the help of the programme and other members I have made some big changes in life. But still have a lot of work to do and I suppose its good that I can see I have still got work to do or I think I'd be in big trouble.
I think one of the main reason I came back to still site is, in the past I always found it so friendly!! And just at the moment I feel a bit lonely or not part off. I'm in service in my group but so much has happened lately and I feel as if I have lost friends. I had to make a decision to move away from someone I was sharing with (as did others) but I feel as if I don't know were to turn. I know I have a great dependence on other people. I just don't know what I should be doing. I know I need one to one sharing but at the minute I don't feel I am. I'm talking to people but seem to be going on the oppsite to what I was always told "men for men & women for women"